I just, I don’t even know what I did to you, or you, or you, but try to be nice and not get upset even though I’ve grown tired of people teasing me about the same things every single time I see them. I try to do the best I can at things I do and am always open to constructive criticism or suggestions to improve. I try to make conversation with you guys even though it’s extremely uncomfortable most of the time and you usually kill the convo before it can really go any further than a few words. I just don’t understand what I did to make you, you, and you hate me so much. And I’m not going to go and ask/nag to find out why because I can’t force anyone to like me…that just wouldn’t be right. There are always going to be people in my life that like me and people that don’t and I can’t complain just because someone doesn’t. And I guess if you guys never tell me either then whatever. I mean, clearly our friendships were never important enough to you anyways to go that far to straight up tell me to my face if you have a problem with me. hmph.